Had been away for 5 months. Got help with depression (and many other categories under that.) Something I've been battling for 6 years. For the first time, I realized, you have to WANT to get better. It's not just going to happen for everyone who cares. And I know that sounds obvious but it's really amazing once you realize how true that is. It's a constant battle still, maybe even harder, but it makes me feel good now that I am actually fighting for something worth fighting for. This is something I hid from the world for so long, and I'm not exactly announcing it, because there is so much detail that will continue left unsaid. If anyone ever needs to talk, I am always here, whether you have a million people offering to be there, I am one for anyone. Maybe this journal was a waste of time, maybe no one will read it. But this is a journal UPDATE. And so I've been gone, and now I'm home, getting stable, and on my way to a ... happy life. Not that anyone missed me but obviosly I've been gone because my last journal was happy holidays >_<

yaaaaaaaaaaay for being back on deviantart!